Whips &amp; Chains : Demons &amp; Angels

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 10:27 pm

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Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics) brought to you by Quizilla Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 10:13 pm (Leave a comment)

Something, something's taking over me
Shaking, bottled up inside of me
Crawling, crawling in the shadows so no one finds me
Hiding, paranoid I suffer no sleeping
I'm annoyed, I think you should shut it
Give me no attention or you'll be sorry

I've got nothing left to lose
You always get your way
Got everything to prove
I saw you turn away
Got nothing left to lose
You always get your way
Got everything to prove
You always get your way

Help me, sitting front of fire I'm melting
Don't you leave me hanging I'm burning
Can't hold on forever
I'm not that stupid
Genius cracking underneath this pressure
Sorry couldn't keep it together
I know I've got it coming, but you'll be sorry
Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 06:50 am

» Do me!!!

Wahoo for no real updates!!! lol. Maybe in a coupld days, depending on how many people do this and I know read this journal lol.

Anyways!!

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Pick one from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal.

* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* barefoot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek
May. 25th, 2005 @ 02:45 pm

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What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

May. 13th, 2005 @ 03:53 pm

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I want this picture as my icon for here, but it's to large, like file size wise. anyone wanna compress it for me?? it's the best picture ever! I can watch it for hours. ^_^ May. 9th, 2005 @ 10:08 pm (6 comments \| Leave a comment)

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Seduction Style: The Dandy

You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.

Wow, I actualy found that to be pretty accurate. I liked that one :-D
May. 4th, 2005 @ 10:21 pm

» AnimeBoston!

Hiyas! AnimeBoston kicked ass!!! I would list everything here but that would take a little while. So I'm going to be lazy and not type it. If you want to know you can ask either online, or on the phone. I most likely wont go into any details online because it's a lot of typing lol.

http://photos.yahoo.com/xswiftxdeathx69 There are pictures from the weekend. I could have taken a lot more, but I didn't feel like taking out my digital camera every 5 secs. Plus it's an old shitty camera. lol.

Anyways I guess it's okay to be back home now. I already miss being there.... I felt more at home I guess I dunno... Oh well lol it was fun and I have stuff to remember it, so I am happy.

I like this picture the best :-D

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May. 1st, 2005 @ 08:00 pm

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You scored as Visual/Spatial. You probably feel at home with the visual arts, maps, charts, and diagrams. You tend to think in images and pictures. You learn best by looking at pictures and slides, watching videos or movies, and visualizing. People like you include sculptors, painters, surgeons and engineers.

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Visual/Spatial

89%

Intrapersonal

82%

Interpersonal

68%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

64%

Musical/Rhythmic

64%

Logical/Mathematical

46%

Verbal/Linguistic

43%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 06:35 am

Took this from Alain.

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Whee I liked that one. Great answer also. ^_^
Apr. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:27 pm

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.........

My dad just quit his job because his boss was being an asshole and hasn't givin him his check from last week...

Wahoo more money problems for a long time now...

Might not be going to jr prom now because that cost money, and tux cost money.

Just fucking great.....

Anyone want to buy any video games? I might as well start trying to sell my stuff. It's not like I play all of them anyways, and now we're going to need the money.

Fucking cunt ass bitch mother fucking whore!!
Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 01:15 pm

» (No Subject)
Stolen from Julie. :-P We all have things about our friends that make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a "Wow! I wish I had that person's hair, eyes, money, relationship, toe nails, whatever." So tell me what about me makes you envy me then post this in your LJ and see what makes me envious of you! Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 09:35 pm (11 comments \| Leave a comment)

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.

Your date match profile:

Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Adventurous
3. Sensual
4. Stylish
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Funny
7. Practical
8. Shy
9. Romantic
10. Big-Hearted

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Practical
2. Shy
3. Funny
4. Sensual
5. Adventurous
6. Conservative
7. Romantic
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Traditional
10. Stylish

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Numb

Your word is: Numb. You may have felt much before,
maybe even too much. But now there is nothing
or hardly anything left of the emotions.
Emotional pain is probably the cause of this,
but it's not like you care. To you everything
is meaningless, life is without flavour and you
wonder when it will end. Though you hardly feel
sad, you aren't seen happy so often either.
Perhaps someday you will be brought back to
life.

What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 09:37 am

» Boredum so I do this.

Girls & Guys Body: Body: Mmkay here's what you do...If you are a girl put X's in the little boxes...[]...that are the things you like guys to do. If you are a guy then put X's on the guy part... simple. Well then when you're done pass this on, post it, email, Instant Message...whatever it doesn't really matter, but let's keep this going so the guys and girls know what the other doesn't like.

Girls::
Do you like it when guys...

[] Give you gifts?
[] Sneak up behind you and just hold you?
[] Tell their friends all about you?
[] Kiss uour neck?
[] Buy you flowers?
[] Take you to the movies?
[] Open doors for you?
[] Invite you to be with their family?
[] Hold you in their arms as long as they can?
[] Hold your hand?
[] Make the first move?
[] Do random corny romantic things?
[] Get jealous?
[] Smile at you and say "it's just because you're beautiful"?
[] Give you compliments?
[] Write you a poem?
[] Find some cute way to ask you to go places?
[] Give you a hug?
[] Beg you to do something you already don't want to do?
[] Kiss you?
[] Ask you if you're comfortable doing something?
[] Look into your eyes?
[] Call you?
[] Jokingly wrestle you?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Write you a song?
[] Say they love you?

Guys::
Do you like it when girls...

[X] Hold your hand?
[X] Play with your hair?
[XX] Hit you playfully?
[XX] Kiss you?
[X] Jump on your back?
[X] Give you pictures of the two of you together?
[X] Flirt with you?
[XX] Use you as a pillow?
[X] Say they love you? (If they mean it.)
[x] Make the first move? (It takes real guts.)
[XX] Tell all their friends about you?
[X] Get jealous?
[ ] Don't want to do stuff in front of other people? (I don't have a problem with it though.)
[ ] Give you gifts?
[ ] Make you gifts?
[ ] Do stuff with their friends instead of you sometimes? (I don't have a problem with it, would just prefer me.)
[X] Slap your ass. [ ;) ]
[X] Go out of there way to make you smile?
[ ] Understand the bond between you and your friends?
[XXX] Look into your eyes?
[X] Invite you to be with their family?
[X] Ask you out instead of you asking them out?
[XX] Call you?
Apr. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:02 pm

It's all click when the mortgage clears
All our fears will disappear
Now you go to bed
I'm staying here
I've got another level that I want to clear
My skin feels like orange peel
My eyes have been vacuum-sealed
My organs move like a squirm of eels
We should be more adventurous with our meals
They annoy me those who employ me
The could destroy me
The should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you

On the city's skin they move on mass
Like a rash on the back of a manky cat
Now in I go like a fool
I can't resist dipping in the pool
I watch them watch me I watch them too
Across the street, across the room
I dress myself like a charcoal sketch
My eyes are brown my hair's a mess
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you

The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you

Everyday, everyday, everyday (x20)

You might think it sucks but I actualy like it, so fuck you.
Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 12:23 am

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Bored so I stole these from Savannah! :-P

Ever kissed someone... (where []'d=yes)
[on the cheek.]
[on the lips.]
[on their hands or fingers.]
[on their ear. on their eye (lid).]
[someplace not listed.]
[in my room.]
[in their room.]
of the same sex. (i wish :'( lol)
[of the opposite sex.]
[younger than me.]
[older than me.]
with jet black hair. (I can't kiss myself can I? ... lol jk)
with curly hair.
[with blonde hair and blue eyes]
with flaming red hair.
[with straight hair.]
[smaller/shorter than me.]
[bigger/taller than me.]
with a lipring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
[who was homosexual.] (well bi, so kind of.)
who I didn't really want to kiss.
[on a holiday.]
[who was going out with someone else.]
[who was going out with someone close to me.]
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
[at the beach.]
[in a pool,]
[jacuzzi,]
[or some type of water.] (in the water at the beach)
[who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.]
with a shaved head.
[who was/is my good friend.]
who was/is in a band
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
[in the rain.]
in another continent besides where I was born.
[with an accent.]
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
[at the circus/carnival.]
with a missing body part.
[in the movies.]
eskimo style.

Some of those were just kisses, not making out, but some were both.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. James
2. Jim/Jimmy (my dad and some teachers call me it)
3. Bubba..... (little sister and now some people that live around me...)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My hair.
2. My eyes.
3. How I'm able help a lot of people with there problems.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Everything physical cept eyes and hair.
2. That I can't get that angry at people I don't like. (well atleast not for long)
3. Shyness..
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. German
3. Dutch
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. My future.
2. My Past.
3. Ending up alone.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Good music!
2. Something to drink..
3. Clothes.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My silk boxers! ^_^
2. Black jeans.
3. Black shirt, that says, "Please don't say something stupid and make me kill you."
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. A Perfect Circle
2. Nine Inch Nails
3. Mindless Self Indulgence
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Nine Inch Nails - Starfuckers Inc.
2. Eurotrip Soundtrack - Scotty Doesn't Know
3. Nine Inch Nails - Closer. But only with the anime video with it. (Only Jenna and Julie might get this)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Another tattoo. ^_^
2. Hang out with friends a lot more.
3. Try to think less bad thoughts...
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Someone that will actualy care.
2. Has lots in common with.
3. Is kind.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no order - guess which are which?):
1. Music is good.
2. Anime is good.
3. I'm black.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Legs
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:
1. Be mean to people I hate..
2. Like rap..
3. Be preppy..
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Listening to music!
2. Video games.
3. Animation.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Talk to someone either online, or phone...
2. Be with someone..
3. Cuddle.. (yeah I'm a loser.. lol)
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:
1. Animation.
2. To go along with that, video game design.
3. Theripist, or some type of counsler.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan.
2. Australia.
3. California.
THREE KID’S NAMES
1. Ziggy(guy)
2. Shion (girl)
3. Evan/Eva (guy/girl)
THREE MUST-WATCH TV SHOWS
1. (anime)InuYasha.
2. (anime)Night Shift Nurses. (Jenna ;) lol)
3. Either another anime, or Smallville. lol
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Bungi Jump.
2. Sky Dive.
3. Have a son, and see him grow up.
Mar. 12th, 2005 @ 10:43 pm

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Wheee HYPER!! lol. I'm extreamly wired and I have no clue why! I gots me first paycheck today! It was $121 and some change. Not bad for a first paycheck. HYPERRRR!!!

I've been listening to Scotty Doesn't Know, from Eurotrip nonstop sence I got home, idk why lol. Hyperness maybe.. ANYWAYS!!

WWHHHHEEEEEE!!!!!!

Hey!!!!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
That Fionna and me,
Do it in my van every Sunday.

She tells him shes in church,
But she doesn't go,
Still shes on her knees, and...

Scotty doens't know, oh.
Scotty doesn't know-oh.
So don't tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

Fionna says shes out shopping,
But shes under me and I'm not stopping.

Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
So don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Fionna's got him on the phone,
and she's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
NOTHING!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

What a show, everyone will go.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His full on, your stuck.
Life is so hard, cuz...

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.

I did her on his birthday.

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

Scotty will know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty's gotta know,
Gonna tell Scotty,
Gonna tell him myself.

Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to go!

Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know...
Scotty's gotta go!
Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 03:34 pm

» A Perfect Circle - Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums

» (No Subject)
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz_IM.php?quizname=050305224438-586754 I made a quiz.... Just like everyone else... So take it damn it! lol Mar. 5th, 2005 @ 10:48 pm (Leave a comment)

A Perfect Circle - Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums

"Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Count the bodies like sheep
Count the bodies like sheep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Count the bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go to sleep [x14]
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

I’ll be the one to protect you from, your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from, a will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from, your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same, I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself."
Mar. 3rd, 2005 @ 10:21 pm

» (No Subject)
Yeps, so I started work today. It wasn't that bad at all. It was from 3:30 till 9, and I make $7.70 an hour. So about $42 for 5.5 hours. Yeah... Not much else to say... Byes -James ::EDIT:: P.S. I think I'm going to dye my tips metallic silver... Anyone got any input on that?? Like good or bad? kay thanks. Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 09:58 pm (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

You scored as Loner.

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Loner

56%

Goth

44%

Drama nerd

38%

Geek

25%

Punk/Rebel

13%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

Ghetto gangsta

Stoner

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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HA!! SO FUCK YOU ALL THAT SAID I'M GOTH!!! t('-'t)

lol sorry... okay im done.
Mar. 1st, 2005 @ 06:53 pm

» HYPER!!

Okay I'm like bugging out tonight...

I dunno why, all I've had was a SHIT load of caffeine free coke... But yeah...

Here is one convo I had with someone... he started it!

DisturbedGods69: Hiyas!
katie like woa: i love u
DisturbedGods69: i wuv you to!
DisturbedGods69: im hyper like fuck!!!!
DisturbedGods69: idk why
DisturbedGods69: and i ment too*
katie like woa: who are you
DisturbedGods69: god
DisturbedGods69: you?
katie like woa: steve
DisturbedGods69: steve.. i have something really importent to tell you
katie like woa: okay?
DisturbedGods69: im carrying your child
katie like woa: who da fuck r u? do u know my sis?
DisturbedGods69: only on tuesdays
DisturbedGods69: but steve you said you love me!!!
katie like woa: wat da fuck?
katie like woa: my sis has wierd freiends
DisturbedGods69: BUT STEVE!!
DisturbedGods69: :'(
DisturbedGods69: you said you love me!!!!
DisturbedGods69: and im also carrying your child
DisturbedGods69: so your stuck with me!!!!
DisturbedGods69: *glomps*
katie like woa: who the fuck r u
DisturbedGods69: your lover
katie like woa: wtf?
katie like woa: do u like my sis or sumin
DisturbedGods69: ???
DisturbedGods69: i love you steve
DisturbedGods69: your my hero *flutters eye lids*
katie like woa: fuckin wierdo
DisturbedGods69: thats no way to talk to your lover steve
katie like woa: im blockin u my sis can unblock u if she wants to
DisturbedGods69: lol
DisturbedGods69: i love you!!!!
katie like woa: fuck you
katie like woa signed off at 12:00:02 AM.

Then I kept singing "The Bad Touch" by The Bloodhound Gang... lol WHEEEEEE!!!
Feb. 26th, 2005 @ 12:01 am

I'm reposting this because that bitch posted in the other one. So fill it out people! lol

Got from Savannah.
01. Who are you, and what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
03. What's my middle name
04. How long have you known me?
05. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
06. My age?
07. Birthday?
08. Colour eyes?
09. Do I have any siblings?
10. Have you ever had a crush on me?
11. Describe me in 3 words:
12. Name 5 things I love:
13. How would you describe me to someone?
14. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
15: What do you like most about me?
16: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?
17: Have we ever gotten in a fight?
18: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
19. What do you think my weakness is?
20. Do you think I'll get married?
21. What makes me happy?
22. What makes me sad?
23. What reminds you of me?
24. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
25. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
26. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
27. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
28. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
29. Would you make a move on me?
30. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 03:31 pm

» Beanery

Hey, went to the beanery tonight. It was really fun. Kathy, katie, savannah, joe, matt, maryanne, patricia, and a bunch of other people. Kate, her bf, alix, and cat showed up for a little bit, didnt talk to them much really, or at all actualy. But yeah I have to start getting out more and finding stuff to do with people, because tonight felt a LOT better then every other night for like the past month or so. Yeah well I have a Saturday Detention tomorrow and I can't miss it or else I'm fucked, so I'm going to go to sleep soon. Tonight was a blast and I hope to do it again soon. Would have been better if Jenna showed up *glares at Jenna* lol.

Well goodnight peoples! -James
Feb. 11th, 2005 @ 11:45 pm

» Another survey thingy.... lol
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you... Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 02:59 pm (3 comments \| Leave a comment)

» Survey.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in 3 words:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think i'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Do you wish to get to know me more?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you???
Jan. 31st, 2005 @ 05:58 pm

» Just One Word Survey!

Oh, surveys take so fucking long to fill out sometimes. So, here you go, sparky, answer and/or sum up shit with one word. Not two or three or four, but ONE.

YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS: Nonexisting.

YOUR CAR IS: 80's

YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER IS: Similar

YOUR SEXLIFE IS: Decent.

YOUR CONFIDENCE IS: Shot.

YOUR JOB IS: Job?

YOUR LIFE ASPIRATION IS: Self-fufilment.

YOUR MUSCIAL TASTE IS: Good.

YOUR HOBBIES ARE: Different.

YOUR PET(S) ARE/IS: Cute!

YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH PARENTS: Ehh.

YOUR GAMING ABILITY IS: Great.

YOUR CREATIVE ABILITY IS: Okay.

YOUR TALENT: None.

YOUR HOPE: Myself.

YOUR FAVORITEST PERSON IN THE WORLD: ^_^

YOUR FAVORITEST LUBE IN THE WORLD: Self-made.

FAVORITE ANIME MOVIE: "X" (1999)

FAVORITE ANIME SERIES: InuYasha

FAVORITE AUTHOR: Anton LaVey

REASON FOR LIVING: Dunno.

PLASTIC OR PAPER....APPLICATOR: Paper.

SEXUAL PREFERENCE: Leather.

SEXUAL PREFERENCE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS YOU HAVE: Leather.

GREEN? Eyes.

This is one of a few surveys to come! lol
Jan. 27th, 2005 @ 06:07 pm

» Survey

WOULDYOURATHER:
1) pierce your nose or tongue?: Nose.
2) be serious or be funny?: Depends whats going on.
3) drink whole or skim milk?: Whole I guess.

ARE YOU:
4) simple or complicated? I have no clue. You choose.

DOYOUPREFER:
5) flowers or angels?: If possible then fallen angels, if not then flowers.
6) grey or gray?: Dir En Grey. :-D
7) color or black-and-white photos?: Black and white.
8)lust or love?: Lust, gave up on the other.
9) sunrise or sunset?: Sunset .
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles.
11) rap or rock?: Rock!
12) staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late.
13) TV or radio?: TV.
15) eating apples or oranges?: Apples.

THETRUTH:
16) Do you have a crush?: Ummmm....
17) Who is it?: Wouldn't you like to know.

DO YOU PREFER:
18) being hot or cold?: Cold.
19) tall or short people?: Either doesn't really matter. If I had to choose then shorter, but not by too much.

20) sun or moon?: Moon.
21) emeralds or rubies?: Rubies.
22)left or right?: Right.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend: 1 best friend, never had one before.
24) sun or rain?: Rain
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Chocolate.
26)sex or masterbation: hard choice.... (I agree with Jenna on this one :-D lol)
27)peaches or cream? Cream.
28) low fat or fat free?: Low fat.

MISC:
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? I have 3, only like two people know them.
30) Kids or no kids? As for right now, no kids.
31) Cat or dog?: Cat!
32) Half empty or half full?: Both.
33) Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: Hard cover.
35) Newspaper or magazine?: Magazine.
36) Sandals or sneakers?: Sneakers.
37) Wonder or amazement?: Wonder.
38) Red car or white car?: Red car.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy and poor.
40) Singing or dancing?: Dancing.
41) Hugging or kissing?: From majority of people, Hugs.
43) Happy or sad?: Happy.
45) Blondes, brunettes?: Brunettes.

ABOUT YOU:
What time is it?: 6:38 pm
Nicknames: Jimmy, Jim, Gothic Kid, TrenchCoat Kid, and then a bunch of mean ones.
Name of siblings and age: Kari-9, Eddy-24, Eva-21, Dawn-23.
Birthdate: December 19th, 1988.
Pets?: Two cats: Kombat(Brown, black, and tanned), and Luna(White one).
Height?: 5'11"
Eye color?: Blue
Hair color?: Naturally dirty blonde, dyed Jet Black.
piercing(s): none

WHAT DO YOU WANT:
Where do you want to live?: NYC, Cali, Salem, or somewhere in Europe
How many kids do you want?: If any, 1 or 2.
Do you want to get married? When I'm older.

WHICH IS BETTER:
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 2
Coffee or ice cream?: Ice cream.
Shampoo or conditioner?: Conditioner.
Bridges or tunnels?: Tunnels are cool!
One pillow or two?: Two.

FAVORITES:
Salad dressing?: Honey mustard, Catiliana, or Honey French.
Color of socks?: White, only color I have.
food?: Don't think I have a favorite.
color?: Red, crimson, black, silver, and dark purple. lol I have a few.
Non-alcoholic drink?: Soda or maybe fruit punch. lol

RANDOM:
1 minute ago: Sitting here.
1 day ago: Taking U.S. history, and english exams.
1 week ago: Can't remember
1 YEAR AGO: Started a relationship that would fuck a lot of things up. It was actully almost exactly one year ago.

I AM:
Wearing: Black jeans, blue button down shirt, black shoes, blue boxers, white socks, and my necklace.
Current Music: Aphex Twin - Pikachu Mutha Fucka(lol it's a really funny techno song.)
Current Hair: How it usualy is?
Current Annoyance: Hunger.
Current Smell: Incense from my room, Lavander I believe.
Current Favorite Show: InuYasha!!
Current Book: Nine Stories by J.D. Salinger.
Current Movie In DVD: 2nd InuYasha Movie: The Castle Beyond the Looking Glass.
Current Refreshment: Nothing.... Wish it was Jenna's water bottle... lol
Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 06:26 pm

» Ode to the Nice Guys

Found this online thought it was cool, so I post here. Link is also in my profile.

Ode to the Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Fu-zu Jen, SEAS/WH, 2003
Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 11:34 am

» got this from savannah.

» Who would you??

Okay I want everyone who reads this to answer this question, you could leave it anonymous or leave your name. So the question is:

If you were going to die like in the next 30 minuets, who would you want to spend the remainder of your life with? It could me anyone: best friend, close friend, parent, sibling, bf/gf, pet, or anyone else you can think of, but it could only be one person(or pet).

I know this isn't the easiest question for one to think, so yea take sometime and think of an answer. I don't know why I was thinking this but for some reason I was and I wanted to know what other people thought.

So yea PLEASE answer the question, you could leave your name or not. It's up to you, and also if you want you can leave a reason why you chose the person or pet.

Okay thats it. Thanks -James
Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 08:10 pm

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Anonymous survey! so fill it out and then just dont say who its from!

What is the first thing u noticed:

1.first met me?

2.talked to me?

3.about my personality?

4.about my physical apperence?

5.about my family?

Would you:

6. kiss me?

7. hug me?

8. make out with me?

9. hook me up with someone?

10. comfort me if i was crying?

11. help me through my problems?

12. love me?

13. take care of me if i was homeless?

14. take me out on a date?

What would you do if:

15. i told you i loved you?

16. told you i wasn't friends with you anymore?

17. kissed you?

18. hugged you?

19. i told you i had cancer?

20. you had three wishes, and one of them had to be about me; what would you wish for?

21. you were stranded on an island with me?

What do you like:

22. about my personality?

23. about my looks?

24. about my family?

What do you want to know:

25. about my personality?

26. about my love life?

27. about me?
Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 06:55 pm

» *:: BE ANONYMOUS (I DARE YOU) ::*

*:: BE ANONYMOUS (I DARE YOU) ::*

*:: I saw this in someones diary and thought it would be fun to try ::*

We'll see how many of you really believe in anonymity.

I want you to post anything that you want.

Anything.

Leave A Note!!!!!!

Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, what you think about me, or whatever else is on your mind.

Be sure to post honestly and anonymously, though.

Post as many times as you'd like and then post this in your diary/website

See what your friends and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your diary have to say.

P.S.: All notes should be posted unsigned..click on anonymous note

*****
Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 09:46 pm

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I hurt myself today,
to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting.
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything.

What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt.

I wear this crown of shit,
upon my liar's chair,
full of broken thoughts.
I cannot repair,
beneath the stains of time.
The feelings disappear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here.

What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt.

If I could start again,
a million miles away,
I would keep myself,
I would find a way.
Dec. 9th, 2004 @ 06:48 pm

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( The 2nd batch ) Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 11:10 pm (2 comments \| Leave a comment)

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( Yes boredum, and quizes.... ) Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 11:09 pm (2 comments \| Leave a comment)

Got this from Julie..

Your Career as a Deadly Assassin (LJ) by maxgallagher
Username
Gender
You first killed at age	6
Your victim was	Your best-friend
Reason	Revenge
Your trademark weapon	Your bare hands
Your reputation	Reckless and head-strong
You work with	thedevidevil
You kill for	Religious reasons
In the end, you are defeated by	fallingeternal
Your death	Noble self-sacrifice
Your career body-count	956

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Wahoo!! Either I work by myself, or with a clone, or just a split personality. Aww I got killed by Julie, the one I got this from :'(. Too bad I didn't kill you, it would have been with my hands ;) ;) lol
To bored and lazy to type anything...
Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 09:24 pm

» I have no clue why I'm doing one of these.....

» (No Subject)
well i have decided that i am removing everyone from my friends list, dont ask why i just did.... if you want to be added then you can leave a note, if not then go away. yes i guess i will also make this friends only.... dont know why i never really saw a point in it, but ya so now it will be. Nov. 6th, 2004 @ 02:19 pm (10 comments \| Leave a comment)

Ya well I think this might be the only one of these I have ever done.... I got it from Katie btw...

1. Name: James
2. Single or Taken: Single
3. Sex: Male
4. Birthday: December 19th, 1988
6. Siblings: 4 [one on dad's side(older sister:Dawn), 3 on mom's side(1 older brother:Eddie, one older sister:Eva, one younger sister:Kari)
7. Hair color: real hair color blond, dyed jet black(well only tips at moment.
8. Eye color: Blue
9. Shoe size: 11
10. Height: 5'10.5"

R e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. Who are your best friends? Don't really have one
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No....

F a s h i o n s t u f f
1. Where is your favorite place to shop? I don't really have a clothing store.
2. Any tattoos or piercings? No.. but in one month and 17 days I'll have my tattoo!!

S p e c i f i c s
1. Do you do drugs? Not illegal ones.... Use to drink also...
2. What kind of shampoo do you use? umm *goes and looks* Pantin Pro-V
3. What are you most scared of? Dieing alone.....
4. Who is the last person that called you? Dad most likely, noone calls me.
5. Where do you want to get married? Anywhere but a chruch....
6. What would you change about yourself? I can make a big list... but I wont. personality I guess.

F a v o r i t e s
1. Color: Pitch black, and crimson
2. Food: Schezuan Dumplings(best things EVER!)
3. Boys names: Amon, Anubis, Loki, Dagon, Damion, wow the list is a lot longer.
4. Girls names: Lain, umm other abnormal names that I cant think of at the moment.
5. Subjects in school: Drafting Animation...
6. Animals: Cats, Bats, Snakes, and SPIDERS!
7. Sports: Football, Rugby, and DeathBall

H a v e y o u e v e r...
1. Given anyone a bath? Animals count?
2. Smoked? I use to, stoped when I moved up here...
3. Bungee jumped? I wish..
4. Made yourself throw up? Yes many times.
5. Skinny dipped? Most likely not.
6: Ever been in love? Yes, a once I believe, but I could have been wrong.
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Don't think I have, I know I've cried and gotten out of trouble. Didn't try to though.
8. Actually seen your crush naked? Past crush, yes.
9. Cried when someone died? No.... Not even my mother.... :(
10. Lied? Use to, to father all the time. I do my best not to anymore.
11. Fallen for your best friend? Don't have a best friend, I've fallen for friend befor.
12. Been rejected? Stupid question, I always get rejected.
13. Rejected someone? Yes, I hated the person. But I didn't know they liked me till after I asked there friend out.
14. Used someone? Not that I know of.
15. Done something you regret? Yes many things.....

C u r r e n t. . .
Clothes: Black jeans, black button down shirt, and money boxers.
Music: Nas Nedogonat - Tatu and Prodigy (techno)
Make-up: No.
Annoyance: Father.
Book you're reading: Not reading a book....
In CD player: Stereo - Cradle of Filth: Midian, Diskman - Marilyn Manson: Lest We Forget(best of)
In DVD player: Seires Experimental Lain (anime)
Color of toenails: Don't paint toes... Nails are black like always.

L a s t p e r s o n. . .
You touched: If I don't count then, my neihbor. (did his halloween makeup)
Hugged: Julie, when she left Jenna's
You im'ed: Joe
You yelled at: Father
You kissed: Danni..............Long time ago.................

R a n d o m
In the morning I: Forget where I am a lot of times. (new room)
Love is: Something that should be given with cation.
I dreamt about: Died, being held, lonliness, and having superhuman powers...

O p p o s i t e s e x
What do you notice first? Personality, and eyes.
Last person you slow danced with: I've never danced with someone, I know I'm a failure......
Worst question to ask: Depends who and where we are. (I can think of LOADS)
Who makes you laugh the most? Doesn't matter....
Who makes you smile? Doesn't matter........
Who do you have a crush on? Some people know..... No need to say it. Wont happen..
Nov. 2nd, 2004 @ 03:07 pm

Well I went to a Halloween party tonight at Jenna's. It was really fun, I miss hanging out with all of them.... My school sucks so fucking much..... Anyways here are pics of me befor and after party.

PS: It took a long time to do make-up, lol.

Good Byes -James

\/ Befor the party \/

< Close up w/ hat.

< Side shot. (see the kitty? thats luna)

< Front shot w/ wings, knife, and hat.

\/ After the party \/

< Head shot w/ nothing.

< Eye close up.
Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 12:08 am

The fucking text got deleated when I added pics, and I just noticed. Those clothes were for Halloween at my school, we're not alowed to dress up so I found a way around the system and just dressed preppy. lol
Oct. 29th, 2004 @ 02:55 pm

» New pics!!!

New pics from last night and today, AND THEY DON'T SUCK!!! lol

Oct. 15th, 2004 @ 03:26 pm

o = Yes.
x = No.
~ = Maybe, depends.
* = Already have done.
= Decline to answer.

Would you ever...

( ) go out with me?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) buy me a drink if I didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions?
( ) let me give you a piggyback ride?
( ) come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?

as for the last entry i didnt mean for anyone to get hurt by it or anything, and ya i kinda blew the trust thing out of perportion(spelling?) and ya i do trust people, i just have like a real good relationship with anyone like some people do. like a best friend type were i can tell them more then anyone... and ya okay im done.... so people fill that out please! lol thanks.
Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 07:43 pm

Look at this thingy I found. It's pointless but I think it's cool so fuck all of you who think other wise! lol

Apr. 4th, 2004 @ 09:52 pm

Take Free Big Five Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

Hey, I got this from kathy.

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (34%) moderately low which suggests you are quiet, unassertive, and aloof.
Friendliness (66%) moderately high which suggests you are good natured, trusting, and helpful but possibly too much of a follower
Orderliness (42%) moderately low which suggests you tend to be unreliable, lazy, careless, and unmotivated.
Emotional Stability (60%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional but possibly too unobservant of your feelings.
Openmindedness (56%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

Mar. 31st, 2004 @ 09:33 pm